Depressing

Day after day, my life gets more miserable than ever. In merely few months time, 3 people that I care and treasure left me without a single reason. I just got removed from their important list. They just stopped talking to me, avoiding me and ignore my questions and even messages. It is not convincing me without knowing what caused the problem. It is like a prisoner got prosecuted without knowing what crime he committed.

I am not perfect, I am not able to control anyone or able to make everyone happy with me. But having someone who used to be so close with you just stopped talking and ignoring you are definitely hurts. Did I say something wrong or something that I did that made them angry? I seriously have no idea. I really wish I could talk to them about it. I do not want any misunderstanding just ruined the bond between us. I used to lose someone due to misunderstanding and I hope history does not repeat.

In fact, I really wish they did not made the decision to hate me just because of what they heard from the third parties. Recently I have been really tired, moody and strained. I had enough of bad news, I can take it no more.